Hey all
So the last couple of weeks I have been feeling uneasy about the next round of my IVF. I don't know whether it's because it's our last shot (if we don't win lotto) and I am very nervous it wont work, or whether there is something at the back of my mind that's just not sitting right..
I've decided to delay the next cycle for a few months.. I thought long and hard about it today. I thought about the draining emotion of the cycle, the two week wait and the disappointment.. I just don't know if I can do that all again so soon after the second failure.
I know I am supposed to be positive, but I'm just not feeling that way. It's hard to explain.. I just know in my heart it's right to postpone the last cycle a couple of months.