I'm ok

Thank you so much for your thoughts, love and support.  I know it's an awful situation, and no one can make it any better.. but I appreciate the texts & messages.. thank you xxx

Friday was absolutely awful at work.. I couldn't wait to get home.  I haven't cried for a while now..

I haven't had bloods done yet, due to the Medlab being closed.  They will have to wait until Tuesday.  I am also seeing the specialist on Tuesday to talk about our next course of action.  It was lucky they had a cancellation so we could see him so soon.  And my very kind boss has given me Tuesday off too so I am half way through an extra long weekend.

So there is no doubt that I am not pregnant.  I bought a pee test today and it came back as negative.  So I decided I would have a wine while my hubby is out working until 1 am with a bustrip..

I will report back after the visit with the specialist.

All over

There is no doubt that I have AF now.. I'm so sad.. Allan is being very brave for me.. but I am just so sad.  I wish I didn't have to work today.. well, at least it's a long weekend here.

RIP frosty :(

scared...

I started spotting at lunchtime today.. but then a few hours later I noticed it was getting heavier.  I've rung the nurses at Repromed and the nurse I spoke to said that we will wait to see what happens tomorrow and possibly I will be going for a bloodtest on Saturday rather than Tuesday. 

I had back cramps on Tuesday and had tummy cramps yesterday and now my back is very sore again with cramps.. I just know that it's not going to be good news.. This is how I always feel before AF..

I have about 20% hope that everything is ok.. and this is normal.. and I wee Frosty will be fine

Time will tell I guess..

Paraniod?

I have felt nothing, no signs at all, until today.. and even now I don't know if I am being paranoid or not.

I started feeling a bit achy in my lower back and in my lower tummy today.. and then eating dinner tonight I got a couple of bad cramps..

It's probably nothing.. it's probably me being paranoid..

Only one little test will tell.. 8 days until bloods and 9 days until results.

I'm PUPO again!

Sorry I didnt update before I left to go to Christchurch.. I was gone about 3 hours after I found out wee Frosty survived the thaw so I had to drive down to Christchurch.

Mum came with me to the transfer this time.. We saw Frosty on the screen before he (I know.. I've already given it a sex) was sucked up into the catheter and put into his new home.. hopefully for the next 9 months!

Ok.. next step.. blood test for pregnancy hormones on 31st Jan, results on 1st Feb..


Estimated Due Date (all going well) - October 5!

Please keep your fingers crossed for me and send all your positive thoughts my way!

I will keep this updated when something significant happens! 

Another step closer

I love it when we get another step closer!

Had a phone call from Repromed this morning.. I have ovulated and the transfer will be done on Tuesday at 10.50 am.. but.. I wont know if the thaw has worked until about 10 am tomorrow..

We're getting there!

A wee step closer

Had my seventh blood test this morning.. Had a message on the phone to say I don't need to have another blood test as my LH had a nice jump. 

They are calling me back (most likely Monday now) after they talk to the scientists as to when I will need to be in Christchurch for the transfer..

Oh.. got a new tattoo today.. I love it.. x

fingers crossed!

I find out tomorrow what day I am going to Christchurch to pop wee Frosty back in.. exciting!  My levels have risen nicely and they need me to do another bloodtest tomorrow... 

oops.. update..

I have meant to update this blog a bit more regularly than this.. especially at this time of the journey.. but I'm pooped after the first full week back at work.. so I decided I better put fingers to keys and send you an update!

I have been doing daily blood tests since Friday.. my hormone levels are rising, but slowly.. I need to be at .7 but still at .5 (was .3 yesterday).. but I now have track marks up my arms from the blood tests lol!  Some of the nurses at Medlab are better than others.. I have been asked to do another blood test tomorrow and Sat and Sun if they are open..

So here I am.. in a holding pattern, waiting for the word that I need to come down to Christchurch for the transfer and be PUPO again..

sigh...